Who I am

I still can't figure my life out its confusing
Am I being used? or am I the one who's using?
I've seen everyone has their mood swings
usually its a struggle of acceptance between two things
what if you don't know what you are looking for
every successful man's story now sounds like a dreamy lore
the path less traveled sounds like a perfect way
the end of the road is thought to show us a brighter day
risk is a necessary evil that you hate to take
but how much risk are you willing to take when your own life is at stake
whether you are living on the edge, or whether you are living off it
its only you who backing yourself up, you're dependent on it
it doesn't matter if you are living in today or tomorrow
time is running out and there is no more you can borrow
if you just sit and look down at your condescending scars
you will never look up and reach out for the stars
being a true dreamer, I dream day and night
the dreams are vague ,in reality they are out of sight
dreaming the impossible never goes in vain
because you will never know happiness if you never know pain
I don't know where I'm headed but I will reach there eventually
to endure the journey I have to be strong mentally
I'm done living in a shell , I cannot live a scam
This is my own life, this is who I am