Mr. Choker

i'm looking for the right words to tell
i dont know what to reply to your mail
although i want to tell so much in one go
i still fear how will you react though
if i'm good enough to be the right person
i never want anything to hurt you, thats my only concern
whatever u say sounds music to my ears
whatever u write seems to be art
every single action of mine should drive away your fears
to keep you safe and sound was my aim from the start
there are a thousand ways of saying a single thing
still its so hard for me to spit out that single thing
some days i'm psyched up like i'm a raging bull
but i still become speechless like a kid from school
if i could play-pause and rewind my life back
i would be more impressive by cutting some slack
i dont know what you think about me
i feel like a punk stuck in the sea
and just for clarification i dunno how to swim
it meant that i'm helpless in front you before you say "whats wrong with him?"
i could come up with more similes and metaphors just to express how i feel
but still i wont be able find the words to express the real deal