Unacceptable

I tried to make myself understand that everything has it's time,

but how long am I supposed to wait until you're mine.

Some said move on, some said to forget you,

as long as there's time we'll surely make it through. 

Staring quietly into the crowd hoping to see you there, 

my heart refuses to believe you won't look back, maybe I'm just scared.

I am patient from everything else but not for you,
what more do I need to do, what else do I need to prove.
Saying a lie a million times won't make it true,
I'm selfish like a baby, I don't want to lose you.

Fighting back my demons to accept what is the inevitable,
but the demons are not wrong, its what they are asking is unacceptable.
Like a good song I hum you every moment that i'm awake,
you keep me hooked on to you like a risk i should never take.
Someday I will stop roaming around like an aimless fool,
Someday I can say we're just friends and still be cool.