Die in her arms

she has the radiance of the moon, and heat of the sun, 

the way she takes control, you will hand her the gun.

walking tall and high, she has no regrets, 

she’s all that you’ll see, an angel you never met. 

a glance of her is enough, a look is all you need, 

once you meet you want more, she’ll bring out your worst greed.

she will be loved, she will be respected, 

she deserves every good that her world has expected.

her presence is enough for me to be calm, 

i’d love to be by her side or die in her arms.

whenever I want to I wish I could see her, 

i wish i could bury all the problems beneath her.

make her days better even if it’s already good, 

i should be there for her to anticipate her mood.

she is beyond any letters, beyond any word,

trying to contain her in a song is purely absurd.

she will be loved, she will be respected, 

she deserves every good that her world has expected.

her presence is enough for me to be calm, 

i’d love to be by her side or die in her arms.

Unacceptable

I tried to make myself understand that everything has it's time,

but how long am I supposed to wait until you're mine.

Some said move on, some said to forget you,

as long as there's time we'll surely make it through. 

Staring quietly into the crowd hoping to see you there, 

my heart refuses to believe you won't look back, maybe I'm just scared.

I am patient from everything else but not for you,
what more do I need to do, what else do I need to prove.
Saying a lie a million times won't make it true,
I'm selfish like a baby, I don't want to lose you.

Fighting back my demons to accept what is the inevitable,
but the demons are not wrong, its what they are asking is unacceptable.
Like a good song I hum you every moment that i'm awake,
you keep me hooked on to you like a risk i should never take.
Someday I will stop roaming around like an aimless fool,
Someday I can say we're just friends and still be cool.