Keep you up at night

I wish that I could tell you the reason I still can't sleep,
if only I could tell you the secret I hate to keep.
Tossing and turning at night in my bed, keeping thoughts in my head,
I could never understand the words that you never said.
I'm too scared to find a new way to be in touch with you,
I would be the courageous one only if I knew you thought this way too.
We are looking at the same picture, but are we wearing same lenses too,
I wish I could change my actions and thought things through.

Now I'm a figure from your past, dwelling in your present,
I hope there was a time when I was in your mind wherever you went.
Maybe for the wrong reason, maybe for the right,
as long I was there, I think it's alright.
Tell me what do you think, tell me what do you want to hear,
show me your anger, show me your dreams, show me your fear.
The more you let me understand you, the more I can do,
let me in your mind, I'll build a fairy tale for you.

You're still my aspiration, I won't give up on you yet,
just let me know what keeps you up at night in bed.