Keep you up at night

I wish that I could tell you the reason I still can't sleep,
if only I could tell you the secret I hate to keep.
Tossing and turning at night in my bed, keeping thoughts in my head,
I could never understand the words that you never said.
I'm too scared to find a new way to be in touch with you,
I would be the courageous one only if I knew you thought this way too.
We are looking at the same picture, but are we wearing same lenses too,
I wish I could change my actions and thought things through.

Now I'm a figure from your past, dwelling in your present,
I hope there was a time when I was in your mind wherever you went.
Maybe for the wrong reason, maybe for the right,
as long I was there, I think it's alright.
Tell me what do you think, tell me what do you want to hear,
show me your anger, show me your dreams, show me your fear.
The more you let me understand you, the more I can do,
let me in your mind, I'll build a fairy tale for you.

You're still my aspiration, I won't give up on you yet,
just let me know what keeps you up at night in bed.

Got your back

Life has got you by legs, trying to break free and save yourself,
shouting at top of your lungs, screaming out for help.
This is not meant for you to walk alone, I got your back,
this is not meant for you to do on your own, I got your back.
Racing through the maze as fast as you can,
don't hurry, just look back I'm your man.
Yep, I'm a braggart tooting my own horn,
but if you're a rose I'm your thorn.
I said I got your back you gotta trust me,
I'll follow you around for all those paths that are dusty.

Just say that you got a problem and I'll see it through,
just say you got a heartbreak and I'll glue it for you.
When I said I got your back, I don't know why you still so sad,
I've always made it right with every single chance I had.
I know I talk like a freakin' kid, but whatever I've ever done,
is to see you smile as bright as the summer sun.

Doesn't change a thing

If we didn't know each other, what are we doing together,

this is just a phase, it'll pass by like the days with bad weather. 

Everything was good the last time I noticed, 

everything was good the last time we kissed.

Now I am losing my mind thinking what went wrong,

you don't say a word, but we won't break that easy, our love is strong.

People say me to walk away when there's nothing left,
but I can't walk away from the promises we never kept.
What's this thing that's holding me back, I can't let you go,
why am I so restless, even though you ain't here anymore.
I'll keep my word and get everything you wanted,
I'll be by your side, even if I'm stranded.
All these promises might be just words but you gotta trust me,
I wouldn't have said all these things, you are special ! you must be !

Now that you're gone, and I'm here staring at this darkness,
I'm waiting for you at the same place, struggling with my madness.
I don't know what I meant to say, maybe I didn't think through,
but I know that the fanciest dream surely come true.

Confusing

Everyday I wake up with some goal in my head,
by end of day I starting chasing another one instead.
I want to reach for the moon and reach for the stars,
but I like the look of Venus, maybe I'll head to Mars.
Things will never stay the same, everything is meant to change,
but everyone wants you to remain the same, well that's strange!

It might be really amusing when you read my confusion,
but what I'm trying to say is life is an illusion.
You change your needs based on your situation,
everything you fail at is just another emancipation.
The gem which was today might be a stone tomorrow,
today you might be the richest but tomorrow you might borrow.

Everything may seem to be moving too fast, faster than you want,
somethings you can control but there are somethings you can't.
There maybe sleepless nights in the middle of September,
but which was the last night you slept well and remembered?

Faith

Everyone has something or someone to care about,
me? I'm still on the road trying to figure it all out.
Saints, deities and believers we have something to turn to,
someone forgiving, someone who gives a pardon for all the sins we do.
I'm just confused if there is someone I need to look for,
Maybe I have them in my life, and they are everything I stood for.

All I can do is go on knocking on all the doors,
hoping one of them would open up to me and say "look no more!"
But its all that I hope for, maybe I'll find what I'm looking for,
success, happiness, content I wish they would sell these in stores.
I'm done window shopping for all these things ,
I'll just make the best of whatever life brings.

All of us try to fill that void with the things we see on TV,
wishing all of those people in the box is how our life should have been.
I've come to accepting that life is not what we want, its what we make,
no matter what happens, every challenge is where you put your faith at stake.

RED

I am the color red, I represent fire,
I show the depth of your deepest desire.
My presence shows there's love in the air,
or is it blood and I gave you a scare.

A little bit of me might refer promiscuity,
but i make you stop in streets of the city.
Flaunt me or keep me I'll grab some eyes for you,
lovers and haters both won't know what to do.

I'll make you look like Ferrari stable horse,
I'd sell you like those red velvet cakes in stores.
I am the color of lust and anger, in short I'm emotion,
I am the one and only who wants the whole portion.