Three phases of a crush

Phase one, I'm stunned to see you walk by,
I pause for a moment to check if a star fell from the sky.
Checked my pulse to check if its running or not,
My mind just went blank, I lost my train of thoughts.
I quickly think of something to say something witty,
and blurt out some thing which is categorized as creepy.
I beat myself up for being such a immature slob,
but maybe practice makes perfect and I'll get better at this job.

Phase two, I've started to talk to you and now we are in talking terms,
I'm getting closer to you, at least that's what my heart confirms.
I still feel distant for some weird reason, I try to be closer,
at the same time I want to genuine and not a poser.
I find out all the likes and dislikes like a cop on a case,
I must have a mind vault where I keep all your files in place.
There's a weird excitement to find new things about you,
I feel so accomplished to come to deduce facts from the clues.

Phase three, my brain starts to work too much and reality steps in ,
you were so sorted out but the feeling of being lost sets in.
Your expectations rise even though you didn't expect anything from the start,
the inhibitions and doubts now start to tear you apart.
Were you right? or Were you wrong ? You need to find where you belong,
All of this is a big mess, but you pick up the pieces and become a little bit strong.
The whole thing crashed into pieces, at least that's what it seems,
but how many of you would like to wake up from a beautiful dream ?