Leap of faith

It was not this way in the beginning, dunno how it changed,
everything seems still in its place but my mind feels estranged.
doing everything on our part to make the mood elevate,
our mind is forbidden territory hidden behind that high palisade.
its an enigma, arcane in its own way, struggling to be free,
but how can I understand others when I can't even understand me.
I know what I need, but I chase what I want,
I know what's needed to be done , but try to do what I can't.
Is it an eternal optimism or a stupid fool trying to get the moon ?
Will the optimism shine or its just impulsive to ask for it too soon ?
Either way you'll never know what's in store for you ,
life likes to keep you in the dark until the moment passes through you.
we're more worried about the journey rather than the destination,
the question always lingers if our determination would match their intimidation.
intimidating we can all be, trying to pull someone down who tries to jump higher,
mocking our way out of our failures coz we never could be a fighter.
we all can say we tried our best, but who's to determine what's our limit
there's no absolute line to draw which can contain us within it.
everyone will remember the last one inch at which you gave up,
if you could climb this far, why this little inch should be the reason for you to stop

Times gone...

its been 4years since we all had met
now its time to leave which leaves us upset

coz its hard for me to let u all go
but its far from being the end of the show

u all have been my family for these 4 years
guess its time to move on finally from these 4 years

i hope to meet u again somewhere soon
there's a reason i rhyme to this mellow tune

i'll miss the fooling arnd tht we used to do
everything has end and now its our time to move

we grew together and together we learnt
we been the best of companies with zero concern

i'll miss the time when we laughed our minds out
the time we spent together was best widout doubt

but now i wish that this would never end
coz now i know what it feels to have a friend

Trials and Tribulations

I feel like a puppet who was made to dance to your tune,
just as a wolf would feel when he's howling at the moon.
tried to be strong and keep my emotions at check,
never thought your words would force me to break.
you had more control over me than I had realised,
my love for you made you look larger than life in my eyes.
you were so perfect, there was nothing I wouldn't do for you,
but out of all people in this world, you picked out me to screw.
maybe this is what it feels like to be a pawn in a game,
thanks to you trusting anyone would never be the same.

you started a fight which you don't know how to end,
you made a gash you which will never mend.
I'm not asking for any favors from you anymore,
from now on for every favor I do I'll keep a score.
I'm tired of all the pretenses and the lies,
no more sand castles, no need for any guise.

I admit it won't be easy for me to do this,
in the end I'm pretty sure you'll be missed.
I don't have the present, but I'll cling to the past,
I'll keep myself happy till my memories last.

Hunger for more

If i could get everything i wanted as easily i wrote this song,
i would have a perfect life which had nothing wrong.
but this ain't a dream, this is the real deal,
the only way you get your dream soon if you cheat or steal.
i don't wanna be known as a cheater who changed the course for his own,
i wanna be the person to be remembered long after he's gone.
people say I'm crazy coz I dream a lot of things not gonna happen anytime soon,
but i believe if we shoot for the stars we'll at least land on the moon.
everyone has  problems of their own, I have my own too,
just because i don't show it doesn't mean it doesn't bother me like it does to you.
we all are waiting for that miracle waiting to happen in our life,
until it happens we think about it through the sleepless nights.
for some its money, for some its fame, for some its love,
but in the end we will get what we truly deserve.
its the course of fate which will drag you where you need to be,
somethings have their advantages even when you refuse it to see.
don't listen to me , I'm no expert in this whole situation,
everyone is a soldier in their life on their own little mission.
before I don't know what's in store for me to explore,
I will keep on marching and feed my hunger for more.

Trouble

I am not be a superstar who had a very awesome life before you came,
but since the time you have come thing have never been the same.
That's not a compliment, that's a genuine whine,
you should be messing someone else life, not mine.
Give me a break, no one can keep up with your mood swings,
There would be some hope only if I could find how John Mayer sings.

I'm pretty sure, you do it on purpose, just to mess with my head,
you have a problem to what I do, whatever I say.
You make sure I am the one to blame always,
I feel like I'm getting stabbed for 100 consecutive days.
My mind is going haywire, I don't know if I can think straight anymore,
the psychotic behavior I have to put up with is worse than banging my head on the floor.

I wait for you to show up, but you never do,
but if I come one minute late, I hear about that for eternity from you.
I did all the right things, but maybe for the wrong person
you just have the right skills to set problems in motion.
I will wrap you in bubble and before you turn my life into rubble,
I'll take that bubble send it across oceans, so that people know you're nothing but trouble.

Compliant complaints

everyday someone has something to write about,
everyday we have reasons to rebel and shout.
hardly satisfied with what we are, we wish to be better
when things get better, its not good enough to be the trendsetter.
the hunger for more, the avarice , the greed,
will it be a disease or the evolution of a new breed?

what have we got whenever we did a good deed?
how many times have you been helped when you bleed?
if life would have been simple like Jack and his magic beans,
if life would not have become monotonous like the machines.
the world is improving, people are moving, emotions are at a standstill.
tweets are being sent, posts are being shared,
now click of a button shows that we care.

we are the same people who complain that life ain't fair,
what will be the world be if smiles are rarer than a stare .
we can act out that we are happy but how many of us really are,
you may pose yourself as the sun, but still you are just another star.
widen your vision, the universe is bigger than you think,
deplete your ego, even a loose screw can be the ship's reason to sink .