Prisoner of my mind

usually my night goes by counting the stars

but tonight i wish to see a shooting star

to take me back to the time when my life wasn't this marred

back to the time when my life wasn't this scarred

i'm a convict of my own action,mislead myself with too much devotion

now i reap the consequences of my imagination

i tried to do all i can to make it all happen

but as i heard from Forrest Gump ,shit happens

and i dont blame it on u either for not keeping it together

none of us are gifted to control the weather

whether i tried my best or did my worse

we just never happened as if hexed by a curse

people search for happiness, so did i

but its hard to wake up from a dream so glorified

i'm caged in the prison of my mind

just can't find enough courage to let you leave

just can't let you free from the dreams i weaved

i was a fool to take you for granted

i just took u as an object that i always wanted

that was my mistake, its just me floating in my dreams

that glittering thing is not always gold, everything is not what it seems

i take my words that hurt you, take it all and put it in a garbage

i dont want to think this is all staged

this is the best way i can tell it everything in one go

but still i see u as a star in my sky with a dreamy glow.