love the way u lie...

i never really felt that we weren't made for each other

but now it seems we end up fighting with everything we utter

i don't want this to go down the drain

i don't want to lose everything in vain

don't know what do we get from all this fighting and screaming

but somehow get pleasure from all this petty bickering

i know it sounds sick when i said the above line

but i'm just being honest about everything in my mind

i appreciate for being who u are, coz ur one of a kind

it was never your fault,maybe i was the one who crossed the line

probably i just couldn't keep up with you

and i never could see anyone standing next to u

maybe its me being insecure,maybe its me being scared

maybe it was a disaster all along coz i was never prepared

never thought i'd be this desperate to get u back

life without u is already turning dark and will be pitch black

i never thought that tht i'd say this when u already said ur goodbye

but i'm missing u already because now i even love the way u lie

Villain's Anthem

i love my life just being a villain

there's nothing better than a shotgun

too bright to look straight into the eye

u stand in my way, better say bye bye

life is best when ur the bad guy

anyone stands in the way just blow their house sky high

mind working perfect like a swiss clock

rhythm to my ears are the bomb's tick-tock

get warped into my mind's darkness then u'll see

wait u'll be blind coz there's no perception there visually

mentally u'll be crippled by all the demon seeds planted there carefully

bad stuff just flows into my head naturally

dont try to overdose urself u'll understand me eventually

its my job to do such bad things

and i'm the guy who shows up in ur bad dreams

yep the same dreams in which u wake up with screams

i dont know if this talent was genetic or i built my own DNA

i'm still getting all the money,much more than ur employer would say

just tell the spot i'm there to take out the trash

but i dont do cheques, i do hard cash

loathe superheroes and people like them

if you are like me then raise a toast to villain's anthem

Nameless

for no reason i feel so agitated,

have i destroyed something that i've created

am i reason for everything that everyone hated

i just need to feel alive and be emancipated

where's the calmness in this chaotic order

we all tried once to be hero, now why we even bother

its not in our hand to make the changes,why try undergo the pain of cleaning

when u know the cleanliness for world has no meaning,

too many things rambling in my head

probably thts the reason why i am sleepless in my bed

brain was made to think , how can i stop thinking

let's see how long can u prevent ur eyes from blinking

my thoughts are rogue,that's how they've been

i fought them long enough, now i've learnt to live with them no matter how it seems

whether there's light or not, a shadow always stays

u might say its not urs, but a shadow has no face

When you sleep...

thinking what to do,

but there's nothing better than thinking abt u,

i know it sounds cheesy

but u make me crazy

an addict to be exact

this is not a lie its a fact

now i just wanted u to know this

there's every moment i miss which i dont have with u

cows say moo,dogs say woof

there's something i think and ur the living proof

i said too much now i sound like a creep

i wont disturb u now coz i know ur off to sleep

U (Part 2)

this time i'm back for more lines for you

i'm still thinking about you as i wrote these lines too

have things changed between me and you?

at least not from my side coz i still want you

although its been hard to explain how i feel for you

you can't take urself outta me no matter wht u do

you might think i cultivate the feelings for u

but these feelings reach out with no ceilings,yea thts true

i guess u own a magic wand,coz u make me smile whenever u want

wish i could do tht too,to see u smile whenever i wished to

i think i'll tell santa to put u on my wishlist

i know he must be thinking of keeping u for himself...huh! he wished it! X(

i'm digging my mind to think up of lines for you

i guess the word surreal exists only for u

i get all hyped up when u pass by

i hold on to my breath just to hear a hi

i thought this time i'd put you again in every line

but it sounds much better when its you and i :)

Moments before I sleep...

moments before i goto sleep, when i close my eyes

why do i see a blank stage like a starless sky

why cant i see the future, why cant i see my dreams

i shud know clearly wht i am doing as clear as the moon seems

i can't contain my thoughts, my mind is leaking

i dunno wht to say or is it the way tht i've been thinking

i'm too confused myself to tell who i am

i guess i'm just honking needless and my life's traffic jam

sometimes i think i'm starring in my life's comic show

but when will this season end, i need to take a bow

its even tiring to say just how i feel

its like i'm feeling hungry but i just had a meal

although i never knew i'd sound so confused

my mind is an abyss & thts how i conclude

the moments before i sleep and close my eyes

i still see a blank stage like a starless sky

The New Age

few more lines which come straight outta my mind

although i rhyme i never ever cussed in any of my lines

whts the need of cursing when the anger from the lines

brings the sun right up in ur naked eyes

heat so intense which make u lose ur sense

ideas so dense which blast through all pretence

the world changing in matter of a blink

same are the thought's life before u realise it they become extinct

the surroundings so harsh u want to live alone

looking for a sound of peace but all u hear is moans

has the world degraded or has it been invaded

by ideas that leech the good and leave everything else to brood

we call out for revolutionaries to the change the face of the earth

people who will make it right and will be the key to the world's rebirth

we've all seen enuf anger to make buildings crumble

now we need the parts for the winning ensemble

but then again who are we calling its our stage

pick ur role and represent! this is our age !

back after a long pause...hope u like it :)

its been days since i've been trying to walk out of this haze
i'm losing sense of direction and my eyes have become glazed
no matter how much i try to find what i've been missing
i hardly find any reason yet i end up regretting
for the days tht have passed by without any reason
i always keep my hopes high tht it'll be different next season
i always wait things to turn out better this summer or the next fall
but things have never ever changed at all
instead things do take a wrong turn
i try to stay outta the debris as its none of my concern
but who's it tht i'm trying to outrun
its my own shadow that's trying to have a little fun
but little does he realise that we are the same coin just different sides
it'll be only me to whom he confides
or is it just me who's out of my crazy mind
is it normal or has my conscience gone blind
what is it that i'm trying to find
i'm stuck in the maze of my own mind.

Trust..

its a dog-eat-dog world

we lose ur conscience in this zero-visibility fog world

now i had heard tht empty vessels sound more

those are the same ppl who tattle more

polluting the sound waves as they blabber on

they still keep yapping even when the audience is gone

some put up walls to be left alone

those walls are not meant for blocking alone

its a proof tht one is determined to live on their own

its a no-trespassing zone,but why were they made?

maybe coz maybe during the past they were betrayed,

and its not easy for them to just let anyone through

coz its true feelings or trust that they pursue

if all start brooding who will break ur walls

you wont find anybody standing when it falls

u must find something that u believe in

else there's no meaning of this worthless livin'

there's more joy in giving than there is in taking

well i'm just saying its not easy to trust one

but someday u might trust one

and when the day comes tht they trust you

u better have their back like crazy glue ;)

What's next

every moment now and then i think what's next

i'm still thinking wht's next when i wrote the rest

think about where i've been and where i'll be,

which turn to take or go straight when the traffic light turns green

its quite the same feeling when u see a cloud pass by

is it gonna rain or is it just a sight of hope just went by

you never know what's waiting for you right around the corner

you have no clue will u get shot in the head or your the gunner

be slow in ur motion and ur a goner

too slow to juggle between emotion and duty

well that wht makes life the so-called beauty

the unpredictability of life makes our foresight blind

whtever we forcasted never turns out to be according to our mind

we all want a picture perfect life all our for the taking

but we don't want to go through the trouble in the making

If I were a billionaire...

everyone has their own dreams of becoming a billionaire
well here's my wishlist that i wanna share
if i become a billionaire ever once in my life
i'm not gonna back down from leading a good life
good is becoming an understatement i'll live life to fullest
and get a bunch of real estate
no second thoughts in owning a ferrari
and keep it zooming and moving till i reach the lobby
of a really big hotel where my room should be booked even before i tell
everywhere i go i should be leaving a trailblaze
making people put their glasses on coz they cant handle my benz's glaze
put an audi,a bmw ,a couple of bentleys in my garage
but it won't be just abt the cars,its just the beginning of the barrage
if u were a billionaire how can't u dress good
get all the best stuff that a billionaire should
make my three piece custom-made gucci suit
completing the whole attire with matching gucci shoes
i'd get everything before it even hit the stores
i'd hop timezones to find places to explore
i wont spend everything for my pleasure,i'll give some to charity
just to maintain universe's parity
well that's about it sparing the little things that i plan to do
this is what i'd do if i had billion, so what about u?

To my sisters...

I knew u girls since i was a lil' kid

and u are ones who knew whatever i did

i was too young to appreciate your love

never realised i'd got two angels from above

u taught me to be sweet and tough at the same time

u never pushed me over and said u didn't have time

it always amazes me with the compassion and patience you handled me

well yes you spoke to me once or twice a little bit angrily :P

but its the tough washing that clean out the stains

its never always summer sometimes it rains

i got numerous flashbacks rolling through my mind

its just too many for me to write them in lines

in every aspect of life ur impressions i find

be it movies,studies,art or literature

sports,trekking,music or caricature

with your help i became more and more refined

i hope i'll be the diamond u planned me in ur mind

i probably don't think i will able to say face to face

so i wrote this and posted up in my space

i guarantee u that our relationship will cherish and grow

this message was written sincerely by your lil' bro.

U

well let me put together some lines about u
its upto u to decide whether these things are true

i've put together something u shud know
somethings u should know before u go

while talking to u i stammer & stutter
but still u patiently hear to wht i utter
being always true to u, thts wht i try to do
i tend to forget things when i talk to u
i dunno what causes this,i got no clue..do you??
maybe i'm not the right one for u
but i can't see anything except u.
although i might have upset or frowned u a time or two
i dont regret for wht i've done coz i still got to know u.
every single thing u say,means a lot to me
just being next to u takes me to a higher degree.
u might might have noticed,every line contains u
well thts how things are now, starting and ending wid u

For my friends

i thought to write something about my friends

the friends whom i plan to hang out till the end

friends are those people infront of whom its hard to pretend

now let the rollercoaster ascend to the the dropzone

i thank all of u reading this ,for being near me when i was alone

u might think i've grown,but i'm the same old kid in my mind

friends like u are very hard to find.

call us a swarm of bees or mischeif of mice

but whtever we come up wid isnt always nice ;)

be it an army of ants or pack of hounds

once we are altogether the energy formed has no bounds

its doesnt go for my friend only, friends of my friends too

whoever u be, its good that u helped ur friend too

so ladies and gents dont forget those moments

which made ur day way back then or just made ur today.

Mind Thinks

i thought i'd write something bold and striking
at the same time care abt ur liking
something tht would make ur day moving
something tht Brits would call smashing

too many thoughts racing thru my mind
but its hard to arrange them in a perfect order
to make this piece one of a kind
not to sound like a kid suffering from attention deficit disorder
now lets start putting together the thoughts in a perfect queue
wid whom do i want to share this... with all of u.
i wish i had a more clear view
of life,like when to act or to be true
but if someone becomes true to u,and say something frankly to u
will u see tht person wid the same view like u used to do?
the part of being true to self
thts a place where everybody needs help.
whatever u say first get it through a measuring cup
too much or too less might get u in trouble,
might burst ur happy lil' soap bubble
but i guess u have good friends who will hold u up
in those days of distress and trouble.
but you wont get urself back up wid the help of goodwill
its a long climb up the hill
to be the king of the mountain and many devils to be slain
but dont harm ur kith and kin while ur ascent,play fair and good
like it should be done,rise from ur darkness like robin hood.

If u think i preached too much,ur the hater i'm asking to be good
could i expect this little from u or is it too much to ask u for ?
have some humanity deep down in ur heart's core
too much darkness will make u sore,
one day u might be lying on the floor for someone to hear ur voice
but all ur voice now sounds like noise.
this is where i conclude my lyrical
debris. i just wanted to make something magical.